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Yea, is not even Apollo, with hair and harpstring of gold
A bitter God to follow, a beautiful God to behold.

                                                               Swinburne

Becoming an eskimo isnt hard once you must.
You start by going far way, perhaps another landmass,
into the jungle of cold air and make a room a cave a hold
in the surface with your axe. Furnish it simple like devils island
carve a ledge for effigies and another to sleep on.
Land of the midnight sun it keeps you awake turns ice walls
     blue there are blue
ice walls the effigies a bled white silhouette /
wrapt in a fur you try not to remember but its easier just to
     let go
and be re-tried re-convicted re-crucified after a few years you
     even
forget to bleed. Blue all year like a duke's veins
like her eyes might have been once
when she had eyes. Freezing to death is the cleanest place
     on earth.
And identity you need not concern yourself with names you
are the last of your species.
The worst pain is the morphine blue crevasse and real eskimos
never mind that. Their hallucinations are red-etched norse
     demons
they etch those on stone make fifty copies and sell them at
     cape dorset.
In the early winter mornings
sometimes you will hear the snow winds blowing in on you
soon then you will become impatient as lost souls do
you will think you hear someone calling
when it comes to that all you need do is
take a last look at the effigy collection
say farewell to friends you may have made among the graven
     images
then walk as a human lemming would
out across the bay to where the ice is thinnest and let yourself
     vanish.