Lonely as a cloud

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The end is distance. A day
too great. You are surpassed. Your steps cannot be equated
with such immensity. You sit on the track,
waiting. You do not ask yourself
why you wait - exhaustion is its own answer
and there could be
no justification of all this silence. A single tree
shades you from noon. It is as though
you have achieved some irredeemable
godhead; as if all your life you have striven
for this isolation. Detail distracts you:
even out here, crows live - their black
drift through enormity. Ants. Beetles. Grass.
You cut across a paddock, thinking to save
some miles. They will find first your swag, then
you clothes abandoned.
The cities have a more subtle way of death. How white
your skeleton will be, naked,
picked clean, in the next summer's
furnace solitude. How marvellously simple - the white
bones, the orange grainy texture of the plains, blue millennia.
You are pleased by the stylisation of your death.
The crows, too, express interest; also the ants.